yes, you've guessed it.
i've moved.
*enough of blogger glictes*

i'll figure my way, like i always did.

A part of me just died.

i was feeling really upset/furious over that particular sms.
and i think i've just reached my ultimatum.
twist of fate, it's now my turn to disappear.
and honestly, i dont know if i'll be back.

i just feel i cant forgive your insensitivity.
even if i managed, maybe i would live in the haunting shadows of today.
can i really continue to trust?
cuz i doubt i can overlook the details anymore.

might as well.
since we arent really on talking terms lately.
different frequencies now i guess, lets cut our act.
who knows, perhaps we'll all be better off.

the old sayings were right.
we should face the problem when it arises and not pretend nothing had happened.
when we overlook the magnitude of the problems, these every little bits accumulate and snowball,
and all it takes is just one minor insensitivity,
and we are done...

i dont know what else to say.
a part of me just died.

Bliss.

looks like blogger is up and running again.

I HAVE OFFICIALLY ENDED MY WORK.
yays!
on holidays till further notice from school.
Will be dropping by school to take a peek @ the subject guides to see what to take next sem.
hopefully shane can come along, so we can discuss a lil.

thursday.
met up with jasper for dinner and movies.
and we watched Orphan.
omg... its really psychotic,
no spoiler, dun worry...
liked the twist in the story, and the movie created such tension in me that i felt so much alive after watching....
was a nice show, considering its by warner bros.

friday (today).
the team was feeling rather down today, maybe because it was my last day.
spent the day doing some filing, some admin, some adhoc.
wondering why time passes so slowly.
anyway, after work, the team went Carls Jr @ Plaza Sing for dinner.
we chatted till 23:00, and yes, i just got home not long ago.

Finally off from work...
in hope dad would give extra pocket money, considering that i had only taken half of what i usually take.
LOL! how spoilt. =x
and yes, everyone knows where my money goes to....
*no prizes guessing where*

i've been doing much thinking these days, though i've tried not to.
the grey matter overwhelmed.
thoughts of optimism, now a buried past
in shades of grey, no clear stand.
awakened from the deep slumber,
time to make a change.

MOVED

random as always

Ahhhh.
i missed kosin's call last night.
and the sms about the bacardi.
*thinks i need a lil' bacardi*
Lol.

BUSY

continued from kosin's newest entry....
blogger and facebook are still having glitches...

Bumped into kosin and adeline at Taka while coming down the escalator.
then kosin shouted my name damn loud kaes. LOL
we talked for awhile about random stuffs that had gotten the security guard's interest.
he was staring at close proximity...
*thinks he wants to be part of our conv*
lol.

anyway, work is just down to four days...
and i can be back being my spoilt brat,
growing fat.
^^

Monday
was feeling exceptionally hyped for work.
largely because i'm having a day off on tuesday.
met up with jasper after work for dinner and movies.
watched Harry Potter....
hmm, personally i think it wasnt as bad as what i've heard from people who had watched.
maybe i went in with no expectations, or perhaps because i didnt read the book.
and jasper nearly got into a fight. =X

Tuesday
woke up at the wrong side of the bed...
left the house at 0900am when the medical appointment is at 0930.
wanted the withdraw cash, realised i didnt bring the atm card.
checked for cash, i only have 15bucks.
walked home again to get the card.
realised i didnt bring my nric while i was on the train.
didnt pass the nurse my appointment card after i had scanned for attendence.
and the nurse BROADCASTED my name. =/

and after the appointment, i went Science Centre...
thinking novena is very near to jurong east.
OMG, it was an hour ride on the train.
went for Da Vinci's exhibition... EYE-OPENING....
i particularly liked da vinci's talent in the arts.
the 25 secrets of mona lisa, the last supper, etc.
spent about 3 hours in the exhibition.

decided to check out Bugis Iluma.
and i was disappointed. There's really nothing there.
dined at this HLX Fusion resturant for fushion burgers.
sweet and sour pork burger, etc.
was a fine lunch.

All these in one day, alone. ^^
i'm so proud of myself, at not getting lost. =)

pics will be up soon, hopefully.
2022pm pledge moment. i wonder why...

didnt he say he will be back?

Cave-out

Today is a day worth rejoicing.
All it takes is just one sms....
"sorry about my disappearance, i will be back"
No, i didnt ask for the reason, neither did i complain.
*thinks he's secretly reading my blog somewhere* Lol.
Anyway, it feels great!

when we stop asking why, we get the answers
People are pretty much right about the kite theory, cross-referencing to relationships.
when we hold on too tight, the line gets cut off.
when we hold on too loose, the kite gets blown away by the wind.
we need to learn when to draw it close and when to set it loose.


when we quit trying, we get what we want
there's another thing to learn about "caves" --> if you had read john gray's book.
understanding the cycle, not taking it personal while keeping yourself occupied and embrace them once again when they step out of the cave.
the crux lies in how to shorten the "cave in" period.

yes, i secretly wished i know the trick to all of the above.

i love this other side.