LOST episode one of many to come. Lol

i got lost today!

woke up and did some SAT studying then went out with mum for lunch
thinking of going hougang point to buy some groceries at ntuc.
had once taken some bus (i presumed was 156) there with sz on his way to his hse...
so took on 156...
fell asleep on bus after 10 mins bus ride
then my mum woke me up and said we were at serangoon/YCK
i was lyk HUH?
then looked ard... ehh, it looks lyk it's headin bishan j8...
and true enuf, 30mins ltr, we were at bishan J8.

and now, was asking sz rdg the route and the bus i ought to hv taken.
and to my horrors and horrors, he told me that i shld hv taken 159 instead!
hahahas. ASSUMPTIONS.
i had fun getting lost anyway. =)

i hadnt got used to having people totally fufilling all promises made to me
but i guess, it was good training for me...
i let unfufilled promises get by...
but did they even tried their best to fufill the promises made?
i'm afraid of getting numb towards unfufilled promises
i'm afraid to know that their sorries are mere words without genuine sincerity

this is no emo-ing...
hahahahas.
just some random thoughts.
that i've kept in for sometime and now that i've the picture to form the words.
and yes, you dun hv to remind me, i know i'm weird.

listening to songs that 98.7 and 95.0 has to offer...
pop, hip hop, R&B, trashy metal, etc.
i knew i dun belong to the mainstream anymore...
at least not for the past 3 years...
and i knew i dont share the common thoughts people have
cuz i've chose to sideline from the mainstream,
and seek my own world of belonging...

and that is not emo-ness as well.

It is getting dark again
Dusk shuffle across the fields
The evening trees moan as if they knew
At night I always dream of you
We danced among the stars and we sang a heavenly tune
In the essence of who you are you took me to the moon

Any distance could be covered
If we keep faith in each other's eyes
Je Crois En Toi