home alone

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SEBAS!
he wouldnt be reading this, but this is what i sent him via sms.
"now that you're in your twenties, nothing works better than having this wish from me. Stay young, at least young at heart."
he can laugh at me next year when i advance to my first twenty.
Man, it strikes fear.
hoping i can age gracefully and not do absurd things like "to clad myself in miniskirt with fishnet leggings/stockings when i'm in my 50s"
You will know what i mean if you had seen them around.

Yesterday.
was supposed to check out MOS with gary and dan.
but then, dan felt the company was a lil' small.
cancelled.
and had asked gary, jasper and sz if they were free to have dinner.
all replied late, and i had alrdy ordered pizza delivery.
had Pasta Mania Hawaiian Pizza and Garlic Bread for dinner.
mmm.
but the garlic bread was BAD.
wolfed down the personal pan thin crust pizza in 30mins.

today.
Mr Lucky YSZ gets to go to Dismember concert.
while i stayed home and watch videos.
having Mac's apple pie for dinner
and many MANY thanks to gary (yesterday) for indirectly reminding me that he stays near the famous/infamous Jln Kayu Prata House... now i crave for prata.

to forget is not to remove.
to forget is to create something new-
new memories with new people at once-so-familiar places
the smell of freedom and release.