in prep of solitary days

there are some things which i really really want to overcome.
And if i ever successfully did, they will be good training in prep of solitary days i guess...

i'm trying hard not to need anyone.
i dun know why.
maybe i'm afraid of falling into the world of oblivion
and i've never let myself be totally dependent on anyone
because deepdown i'm afraid of being let down, forsaken, forgotten, left behind.
maybe thats why i'm afraid of commitment

talk to me about your insecurities.
and listen to mine.
we'll work things out, somehow


"Language has created the word loneliness to express the pain of being alone, and the word solitude to express the glory of being alone"