dedication

had a conv with a friend, and i'm just overwhelmed with personal thoughts so i dropped by again.

i've been thinking about how people used the word "trust" as an excuse to get more personal freedom despite being in a relationship.
the personal freedom to go on single dates with friends of the opposite gender.
its just kinda hard to balance a relationship with a closely-knitted social life.
we can never have the best of two worlds,
there are always some sacrifices we need to make in order to receive.
Lets just not get borthered by these sacrifices, and see the sacrifices as long-term investments.
returns are uncertain, turbulences and repercussions.
but we will only let prices fall that much before we throw all out back to the market.
and we will never let the prices fall to rock-bottom before action is taken.
hence, its seemingly impossible to lose everything.
nice thought.
optimistic enough.