random

it's nice to do catching up with friends every now and then...
to get a glimpse of the lives they are leading..
to do a reflection of my life...

shaozhi's back... so msn's back to normal too

still considering whether to go for the new year countdown tmr...
half of me feels lyk going
half of me doesnt...

had a 2hour nap...
fell asleep watching the encore telecast fo some drama serial...

did some studying finally
and to my horrors and horrors, i've clean forgotten every single thing...
and yes, even the general formula of arithmetric progression
wonders of holidays...
wonders of selective memory...

and i still owe him homebaked cookies...
i'm really helpless when it comes to cooking...
and Mr Clever has deliberately chosen cookies
i need help
hahahas...
maybe he should bake for me too... =)

i'm such a workaholic...
cuz i'm missing work already...

i just realised another about myself...
i cant stand odd no.s
hahaaha...
rare case, but it happens to me...
my didi was adjusting the volume of the teevee (to 13)
and i couldnt stand it... so i took up the control to change to 14...
it happens all the time...
is there a cure?

i'm so weird =)

it will soon be 2009...
and i realised you are still here to stay

PROM + random

was browsing the "MY PICTURES" folder in the lappy... found some pics which i thought i hadnt posted... so here they are...

This is kinda late, and these are some of the prom pics...

Jace, Jenny, man ning n nikita

Table 38

Bryan and i

some guys from table 38. Wenyuan and Hongzhou with Man Ning and i

i guess i haven put up the pic of randy's bdae card... it is a cloth-like material, sortof stiched-on, definitely one that is not handmade by me... hahahahas...

feeling unhealthy

feeling v unhealthy recently

and soooo...

i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat
i will go for a run on sat

holiday christmas

i feel like blogging today

shawn isnt back from taiwan
shaozhi went bintan
and so... ...
it feels unusually lonely at work without shawn.
it feels unusually lonely on msn without shaozhi.

came back from genting just ytd
it was pretty cool, the literal "cool"
temperature's about 15 deg as i've heard
it was a rather torturous 8hours journey up the highlands
Thank God that i managed to fell asleep and not feel nauseous...

2nd day
went KL shopping
bought heels and a diesel shirt
had dunkin doughnuts
but i still prefer the taka pop dough
watched national tresure there
they had a special screening at the int'l showroom
sitting on restaurant-like stiff metal chairs
had backache aft the show
but it was a terrific show
giving it a 4.5/5
and watching movies in M'sia was way way cheaper than watching in SG
almost 1/2 the usual price of GV tickets

3rd day
had snooker
mum, bro n i laughed our heads out
it was a 9ft table
we could barely reach
bro couldnt even reach with axis to aid him

4th day
8 hour journey home
but on the way, went Melaka, and some other places which i cant rmb.
fell asleep again on the car


it was a fun hols, catching up with relatives n cousin esp...

Christmas

A 25th post to mark 25th Dec...
Happy birthday Lord!

Wishing all the merriest Christmas ever, with all your tomorrows be filled with love, joy and laughter!

and.... dedicating this post to Shaozhi, wishing him a belated happy birthday... May you find new motivations in life...


came back from Genting Highlands an hour ago...
the journey was a rather horrendous one...
too many a time, i feel lyk puking all over..
and i really thank God that it didnt happened...

and i need a diet

played arcade, snooker and bowling there...
it was a 9ft snooker table... like omg...

weather was fine, food was fine... company is good...
the journey up and down was simply intolerable even though we were comfortably sitting in a mercz...
anyway, pics will be up as soon as i'm free to upload...
there's work tomorrow whereas kuku shawn is holidaying in taiwan...
owells... hmph...

SAT mugging here i come....

random thoughts

i've thought of the perfect gift,
that reminds you of me...
i do not need your gift to remind me of you,
cuz you are here to stay in my heart...

hanging on to what barely existed...
ignoring the oblivious truth in your words...
Discriminating on what to believe in...
Segregating the truth into a bin...

i said there will be such a day
but you said that you just cant wait
i said that time will tell
but you said that i'll regret

as we bade goodbye to each other

i might turn to take a one last look

to reminisce our supposed love and hugs

each and everytime i watched you go

four years and still going on
four years and still going strong
four years and still so undying
four years and how long more?

random

Slip out the back before they know you were there
And at the worst you'll see nobody cares

self-denial works wonders
we can believe in what we want to believe
and as long as we had repeated enough times,
we'll end up believing in it...
but it works both ways...
the good way - being as hopeful as before, to keep us right on going
the bad way - we are simply running away from the realities

i somehow had a feeling that he would be online now
thats why i'm here
true enough as soon as i was online, he logged in...
talking about coincidences

Ever met someone u had regretted not meeting early enough?
just before he falls for someone else
just before you yourself gets "attached" to another
and knowing deep down, you two are meant to be together

Ever tried so hard to become somebody's "the one"
but ended up being true best friends
best soulmates, best buddies
and had no other choices but to accept?

Ever suppressed the jealousy that has been acting up
so much so that you gradually became nonchalent
and jealousy simply becomes habitual



the mind says no,
but the heart says yes.

Pre-Christmas mood

today was good minus the usual emptiness at night...

was just thinking to myself a moment ago about going for pooling when shawn smsed to ask me out for night pool... what a coincidence... but well, thinking was one thing but going is another... didnt want to actually go since it's alrdy 2030... and that i'm still feeling so lethargic... and i consulted my wallet, apparently, i'm only left with 100 bucks for the remaining days till payday... but primarily, i could get past my lethargy.

gotten my SAT book... well, so some intensive studying after work each day... was telling kosin some time ago when we had met up... she thought i was far too pressed... maybe i overestimated my ability to manage time, work and play... but i mean, it is my desire to retire by the age of 55... ahahas... so i've to work doubly hard while i can...

stayed up to chat till about 130am ytd... randy was saying that he's having a dota com today and had wonder i would give him a morning call at 6 since i said i would wake early for a morning jog... but later he offered to gif me a morning call, since he said he has a body alarm for 6am... BUTT, this morning, there was no call from him, there was no call to him... apparently, we both overslept... hahahahas... so much for morning call, so much for a morning jog...

so, asked randy what he would want for christmas... and he said homebaked cookies... i was lyk "huh, u actually trust my egg-cracking skills" hahahahas... and daniel asked for santa's no... =/

christmas is a season of giving (what a marketing gimmick)... but in any way, check out the right sidebar and grant me any of it under the wish list... LOL...=)


first christmas without me

finally have the time to

some random stuff did over the long breaks, took pics but never had the time to upload....

so here they go...

geared up to throw worksheets away =)

so, compass point has missy doughnuts too

annual light up @ Orchard for Christmas

Dinner @ York hotel ytd

Dinner @ sakae

PROM PICS

as promised... some prom pics...

credits to Man Ning and JAce

me, jace, man ning

table 38 =)

me and bryan

me, man ning, jenny

wenyuan, me, man ning, hong zhou

PROM 06/12/07

took half day leave for prom today with shawn
work was as hectic as ever
went Billy bombers for lunch at heeren
went shopping with shawn for his belt and my stockings
and i didnt know that some guys would actually want to shop with me (cuz i'm such a fussy shopper.)

man ning came over my hse for prom prep and to go swissotel tgther
apparently becuz i couldnt find my prom card, we were sortof late
anyway, everyone looked so different...
couldnt recognise many...

Prom was alright and there was dance!
how nice!
Fahmi and Ethelyn were crowned Prom king/queen
that was ideal =)

was tired... will upload pics as long as manning sends me

wrong it may be...
but it just cant be helped...
i'll try my very best...
to get things my way...

unreachable as it now may seem
more than friends we had somewhat been
will try my best to get to be his

Picnic Pt 2

Photo Credits: Man ning and Elizabeth

Symphony stage --- the picnic area
eliz, yicheng, junkai
yaqin and i
man ning and bryan
while drizzling...

Ben & Jerry's @ The Cathay

PICNIC @ BOTANICAL GARDENS

came back from picnicking @ botanical gardens with eliz, man ning, yaqin, bryan, yicheng and junkai... it was more than fun... =) was drizzling a lil there... but overall it was a good weather... =) Thank God for that... yicheng brought a guitar along, we sang along with songs... lol... from school song to NE kindof songs... lol... i wanna learn guitar too!!! after that we took a bus down to The Cathay for Ben & Jerry's... i lurrvee the cookie dough... o yes, the BJ branch there had a jamming studio... that is so damn cool can! with the drums, amplifiers, and even mike... goodness! cant wait to drag sz and his band to perform there... hahahas... =) pics will be uploaded soon (as soon as mn, birdie n bryan had uploaded)

went home and to my horrors and horrors... mum told me that we hadda push forward the msia visitations to the coming fri! lyk omg? i've alrdy made plans to hang out... i hate sudden change of plans... it seemed lyk a curse... but everytime somebody asked if i have any plans for that particular day... changes to original plans are bound to happen... i've been so looking forward for the fri's hang out... and now, i've to disappoint him... arghh...

i'm lyk so damn tired now...

great food
great company...
great "singers"
great weather...
do i have to say more?

Interested parties, do CALL... lol

facebook awes me with the personality test...
lyk omg... it's pretty accurate...
had checked out kokwey's and daniels results...
pretty much accurate too...

went to see a doc today rgding the chronic sinustis...
having an appt with a specialist next year (the earliest, they claimed)
meanwhile doc gave me some medicine (poison, they claimed) for the nasal imflammation...
hope it works...

so the picnic is on tmr!

not sure if i'm gg for the gathering tmr... a pri sch gathering... lol
had not been attending pri sch gatherings for 5 years to date...
lol... glad that they still rmbed to ask me along... lol...
may be gg with jasper since jasmine's bz...
we'll see luhh huh...

dan smsed today to announce that his A levels are over and for a possible meetup some time soon... lyk LOL? but he's forgiven for the over-excitedness... (recalling that i was ecstatic lyk him last fri...)

may be going for badminton games with shihui, xiangyu and shawn tmr... anyone wans to come along too?

it's only four days after A levels and i'm lyk bored alrdy... sz's monopoly tycoon failed to bring me the addiction... lol...

day four without a job... lol...

sz was saying i ought to take a nice long break for mths till the release of A level results...

lyk omg? how can i possibly sit and stone for that long...

what can i say? the workaholic-self-annihilation is innate...

i need new hobbies...

i need to take up a course/sport...

i need to indulge in sports again...

i need activity mates... Lol...

interested parties, call me!

am thinking of starting a biz up at nyp (since there's a bazaar going on and that i'm invited to set up my stall).. interested parties, pls do call me up!

somehow,
somewhere,
sometime,
soon.

P.s.
KOSIN AND YY: when's our shopping trip??? lol
YAQIN AND MAN NING AND JENNY: when's our prom shopping trip and the k-box @ my hse??? lol...

mess

i felt he had given me some forms of security...
but i hadnt seriously embraced it...

gave what i can never get from you...
seek for what he can provide...
gave what i can never get from him...
seek for what you can provide...
wrong i may be...
yet no commitments to abide by...
for no promises to eternity had been sought...

now that i'm gone...

now that he's here...

now that you're back...

when will we get over this threesome mess?

hang out

met up with sz at hg today after getting some packing done today...
went for lunch and later went sz's hse to get some media stuff...
stuffs that should get me entertained for months to come...

am supposed to go picnic with the class this coming wed...

having a gathering the coming thurs...

facebook bores me... lol

tootsies

went watching Stardust with eliz,jace,yaqin,man ning, linh at TM
we were such tootsies
was dismissed at 1530 that fri... happily hopped on the train... thinkin of catching the 1610 movie at Marina Sq... LYK HELLO, we were at pasir ris...
hahahas...

stardust was niceeee...

WHYYYYY

wadsup with blogger again?
am in the mood to blog... but it failed on me...

anyway... proudly proclaiming that...A LEVELS ARE OVER...
but sentiments about the paper is the last thing i would wan to hear from anyone...
do me a favour, just dun ask...

welcome back life, welcome back me...
no longer do i have to....
#watch teevee with notes
#eat in a rush
#recite while showering
#mug on the bus 89
#calculate the no. of hours i had to compensate for "oversleeping"...
#dream about cold war, arab-israeli, indo-pakistani, japan, china, UN.
#get up at 6
#wear a uniform
#drink chicken essence
#slap myself to stay awake during lectures
#poke man ning and yaqin to make them stay awake
#sleep at 2200

saw the advert about kitaro's concert...and randy and i had agreed to get first row tickets...to my horrors and horrors and HORRORSSSSSSSSSSSS...but it falls on PROM day!!!!
DECEMBER SIX 2007
WHY OF ALL DAYS, THAT DAY???
IT BETTER BE A GOOOOOOD MEMORABLLLEEEE WORTHWHILEEEE PROM...
OR FACE MY BACKLASH....

P.S. smart randy suggested going to the concert alone and video-cam the whole concert...

praying really hard for kitaro to extend his concert...right now i'm tooo MAD to go to bed right now at 133am...so, somebody knock me to sleep pls...

exam madness

what the econs paper did to my second finger...

in prep for exams.. check out the stuffs i wrote to motivate myself... lol...

the bottom line: i lacked the motivation

For the two years they have been there... and still there (cuz i'm lazy to pack)

even under the study table...

and the display cupboard...

the dining table where i spent 11 hours each day...

woohoos

guess i'm better-off using my old blog...
you wouldnt believe this...
i've created lyk 5 blogs... and i cant rmb which email add i used, the username, the password and even the service provider...
i'm lyk soooo... dumb?

anyways... tmr's my last paperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
somebody buy me a champagne =)
i wanna watch <>

will upload some stuff tmr...
and the list of what i wanna do this long holss...


it wouldnt be a picnic without the ants...
soon i'll learn to be more appreciative...