was watching the news this morning regarding the NIKE RUN.
and i think i saw ZQ!
he's a friend whom you know you cant miss out.
LOL.
tsk, still so AA on public teevee. =x
hadnt tried watching horror movies alone.
feel like watching 4bia ALONE.
wonder how it feels like.
was on msn that day to confirm about the baybeats thingy.
sebas went "what should i wear for the retro d&d?"
and i said, "adam's suit? with the banana leaves? that should be the 'retro-est'"
then ytd he was saying he didnt dress in retro theme.
and i asked why, "cuz you are retro enough?"
LOL.
okay, maybe adeline, lynn, josh, jon, alwyn will understand.
Many things happened across these 2 days.
and there's so much insanity in people.
realised the vulnerability of the human race.
Flowers blossomed.
not at full bloom.
Lastly, Happy Teachers' Day!
and suddenly i miss all the teachers' day celebrations in schools
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
Frustrations inbuilt.
spent 4 hours cleaning my study table.
spent 4 hours doing tutorials
Headache, Nauseous, Giddiness
I need a stronger dose today.
shake off my preoccupations.
Please.
i cant stand being awake.
and i cant sleep too.
I cant find any other medium to vent, but to listen to these.....
Mastodon - Bladecatcher
Mastodon - Sleeping Giant
Mastodon - Crystal Skull
Mastodon - Capillarian Crest
Metallica - Harvester of Sorrow
Metallica - 2 X 4
Metallica - Poor Twisted Me
Paradise Lost - Trains
Paradise Lost - Forever After
Primordial - The Song of The Tomb
The Strokes - Heart In A Cage
The Strokes - Juicebox
Sepultra - Convicted in Life
Soilwork - Rejection Role
Suidakra - Farewell
spent 4 hours doing tutorials
Headache, Nauseous, Giddiness
I need a stronger dose today.
shake off my preoccupations.
Please.
i cant stand being awake.
and i cant sleep too.
I cant find any other medium to vent, but to listen to these.....
Mastodon - Bladecatcher
Mastodon - Sleeping Giant
Mastodon - Crystal Skull
Mastodon - Capillarian Crest
Metallica - Harvester of Sorrow
Metallica - 2 X 4
Metallica - Poor Twisted Me
Paradise Lost - Trains
Paradise Lost - Forever After
Primordial - The Song of The Tomb
The Strokes - Heart In A Cage
The Strokes - Juicebox
Sepultra - Convicted in Life
Soilwork - Rejection Role
Suidakra - Farewell
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Slice of life
ought to be doing tutorials
i've got a thousand and one tutorials to do.
exaggerated, but still....
i've got POA, PBF, Stat and Econs tutorials to do....
which is like ALL of the modules i'm taking at current.
met up with pat mah for PBF lec on wed.
and we were saying "hmm, last class gathering was eons ago, should organise one soon and next week sounds good. Cuz the poly peepo are having their holidays as well..."
But still, organising class gathering is such tedious work!
and i no longer have everyone's contacts.
=x
After class, went window shopping @ J8 (alone).
it was such a sudden and random decision that i cant think of who to ask given such a short notice.
I have absolutely no idea why i went anyway.
maybe it's just that taking 156 from MacRitchie will pass by J8 on the journey home and there's no lecs till 2nd week of Sept.
Or maybe i had wanted to reminisce the sec-school-after-school-hang-out days.
Whatever the reason, it's unimportant.
the main thing is... the last time i've been there was about 2 years ago.
cliche as it sounds "change is the only constant"
i was expecting some major facelift of J8.
but guess what?
Nothing has changed.
disappointing.
=/
Went for the last tuition session today (maybe of my life)
Terrific, cuz i was finally paid.
=)
and i've just read that Sweeny Todd's OST is out!
Will get it sometime this week or next.
DEFINITE
=)
And now as we moved on further
nobody knows what everyone is doing anymore.
kinda sad, but again,
cliche as it may sound (again),
for real this time,
Change is the only constant.
Do your part too.
No one can always be the one who keep initiating,
and only to be let down in the end.
the holidays came.
but where is the holidaying mood?
gone or never ended?
i wonder.
i've got a thousand and one tutorials to do.
exaggerated, but still....
i've got POA, PBF, Stat and Econs tutorials to do....
which is like ALL of the modules i'm taking at current.
met up with pat mah for PBF lec on wed.
and we were saying "hmm, last class gathering was eons ago, should organise one soon and next week sounds good. Cuz the poly peepo are having their holidays as well..."
But still, organising class gathering is such tedious work!
and i no longer have everyone's contacts.
=x
After class, went window shopping @ J8 (alone).
it was such a sudden and random decision that i cant think of who to ask given such a short notice.
I have absolutely no idea why i went anyway.
maybe it's just that taking 156 from MacRitchie will pass by J8 on the journey home and there's no lecs till 2nd week of Sept.
Or maybe i had wanted to reminisce the sec-school-after-school-hang-out days.
Whatever the reason, it's unimportant.
the main thing is... the last time i've been there was about 2 years ago.
cliche as it sounds "change is the only constant"
i was expecting some major facelift of J8.
but guess what?
Nothing has changed.
disappointing.
=/
Went for the last tuition session today (maybe of my life)
Terrific, cuz i was finally paid.
=)
and i've just read that Sweeny Todd's OST is out!
Will get it sometime this week or next.
DEFINITE
=)
And now as we moved on further
nobody knows what everyone is doing anymore.
kinda sad, but again,
cliche as it may sound (again),
for real this time,
Change is the only constant.
Do your part too.
No one can always be the one who keep initiating,
and only to be let down in the end.
the holidays came.
but where is the holidaying mood?
gone or never ended?
i wonder.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Poster
Learnt something today....
The varieties of posters available.
Original/ Commercial/ Reproduction/ etc.
i'm definitely going for original prints.
Original Posters...
# 27X40cm or 27X41cm
# printed on both sides of the paper, with the back as mirror image)
# limited in number
# no reproduction
Hahahaha.
Kinda difficult to find these days.
the rarity and the pricing.
no more part-time job = cannot spend freely.
Lol.
But, here's a good source: http://www.popcornpop.com
btw, added a new section on the right panel
hopefully i can get those and decorate my future house with.
feel free to fulfill for me =)
definitely heading down to Kinokuniya and HMV maybe tmr or on Friday/Saturday.
The varieties of posters available.
Original/ Commercial/ Reproduction/ etc.
i'm definitely going for original prints.
Original Posters...
# 27X40cm or 27X41cm
# printed on both sides of the paper, with the back as mirror image)
# limited in number
# no reproduction
Hahahaha.
Kinda difficult to find these days.
the rarity and the pricing.
no more part-time job = cannot spend freely.
Lol.
But, here's a good source: http://www.popcornpop.com
btw, added a new section on the right panel
hopefully i can get those and decorate my future house with.
feel free to fulfill for me =)
definitely heading down to Kinokuniya and HMV maybe tmr or on Friday/Saturday.
Monday, August 25, 2008
school
saw Nikita at school today!
her first lec.
and econs just got worst today.
the written assignment was an open-book, open-mouth assignment.
as expected, the written assignment is tough.
Tiffany, Eliz and I went like "Ehh, is this the PPF?"
saw Diana at lec too.
just procrastinate to dad.
over the "cheated" experience and ranting about the loss of the hard-earned 36bucks.
and dad just forbade me to undertake any part-time jobs over the debacle.
i can stone myself away for the 4 days of holidays each week!
her first lec.
and econs just got worst today.
the written assignment was an open-book, open-mouth assignment.
as expected, the written assignment is tough.
Tiffany, Eliz and I went like "Ehh, is this the PPF?"
saw Diana at lec too.
just procrastinate to dad.
over the "cheated" experience and ranting about the loss of the hard-earned 36bucks.
and dad just forbade me to undertake any part-time jobs over the debacle.
i can stone myself away for the 4 days of holidays each week!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
ramblings
in life, there's so much to run away from.
probably that's why liquor was invented.
getting drunk, getting wasted.
so used to running away.
Escapism.
i think i've understand.
to let time overtake my role,
to gradually erode the memories.
and let's not force nature.
what's/ who's meant to stay in trains of thought, is there for a reason.
Habit or Love.
I think it no longer mattered.
just checked the timetable.
woot!
one week of holidays - first week of sept.
Am i dreaming?
It doesnt feel like school has started, at all.
probably that's why liquor was invented.
getting drunk, getting wasted.
so used to running away.
Escapism.
i think i've understand.
to let time overtake my role,
to gradually erode the memories.
and let's not force nature.
what's/ who's meant to stay in trains of thought, is there for a reason.
Habit or Love.
I think it no longer mattered.
just checked the timetable.
woot!
one week of holidays - first week of sept.
Am i dreaming?
It doesnt feel like school has started, at all.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
bored
was cheated upon today.
can fully comprehend with this "once bitten, twice shy"
will think twice before undertaking tuition assignments in future.
was kindof bored, played with: http://thisissand.com/
boredom just builds up after playing.
Lol.
i need a new hobby.
i've finally bought the Mishkin's Finance Textbook.
cost me $47.90.
the book is good.
lengthy but detailed.
i wan to ace my PBF.
need to work on wood scrapbooking.
need to start doing tutorials.
need to relieve myself from commitments.
can fully comprehend with this "once bitten, twice shy"
will think twice before undertaking tuition assignments in future.
was kindof bored, played with: http://thisissand.com/
boredom just builds up after playing.
Lol.
i need a new hobby.
i've finally bought the Mishkin's Finance Textbook.
cost me $47.90.
the book is good.
lengthy but detailed.
i wan to ace my PBF.
need to work on wood scrapbooking.
need to start doing tutorials.
need to relieve myself from commitments.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Perspective
Monday
had Econs lec.
not too bad, but it's gettin' deviated from jc econs.
went out with Tiffany to Plaza Sing for Pizza Hut lunch and Shopping~
i missed pizza like crazy.
Shopped around and found ourselves stuck in Spotlight for a long time.
it was kindof fun!
Tuesday
had Stats class.
the weather makes me sleepy, went home after class.
had wanted to meet some friend up for lunch or something and realised that the poly peepo are having exams.
All the best ya!
This day,
into the orchard I walked,
peering way past the gate.
the overgrown grass cut,
and soon, the flowers will blossom.
Fav of the week:
Alone - The Gathering
had Econs lec.
not too bad, but it's gettin' deviated from jc econs.
went out with Tiffany to Plaza Sing for Pizza Hut lunch and Shopping~
i missed pizza like crazy.
Shopped around and found ourselves stuck in Spotlight for a long time.
it was kindof fun!
Tuesday
had Stats class.
the weather makes me sleepy, went home after class.
had wanted to meet some friend up for lunch or something and realised that the poly peepo are having exams.
All the best ya!
This day,
into the orchard I walked,
peering way past the gate.
the overgrown grass cut,
and soon, the flowers will blossom.
Fav of the week:
Alone - The Gathering
Friday, August 15, 2008
none
Wednesday.
was supposed to go for a club meeting after school at 1900pm.
ended school at around 1500pm.
couldnt bear the wait.
went somewhere familiar for something familiar.
but the heart doesnt beat the same anymore.
aint it great?
Today.
i think i've just amazed myself.
at how i can stay nonchalant at critics.
totally shocked at how somebody can even accused me as having "an attitude problem" and "Irresponsible"
ME? ATTITUDE PROBLEM?
Is this what people say about "knowing yourself a lil' better everyday"?
IRRESPONSIBLE + ATTITUDE PROBLEM.
in return, good sleep.
Sz, Randy, Yq, Mn, Sebas, Josh, Ade...
i can totally imagine your expressions when you hear about this.
"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!"
four days of holidays per week.
about time for a part-time assignment.
was supposed to go for a club meeting after school at 1900pm.
ended school at around 1500pm.
couldnt bear the wait.
went somewhere familiar for something familiar.
but the heart doesnt beat the same anymore.
aint it great?
Today.
i think i've just amazed myself.
at how i can stay nonchalant at critics.
totally shocked at how somebody can even accused me as having "an attitude problem" and "Irresponsible"
ME? ATTITUDE PROBLEM?
Is this what people say about "knowing yourself a lil' better everyday"?
IRRESPONSIBLE + ATTITUDE PROBLEM.
in return, good sleep.
Sz, Randy, Yq, Mn, Sebas, Josh, Ade...
i can totally imagine your expressions when you hear about this.
"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!"
four days of holidays per week.
about time for a part-time assignment.
Monday, August 11, 2008
random
IN SEARCH OF LUNCH/SHOPPING KAKIS
Venue: NorthEast/West/AMK Hub/Bishan J8
Day: Mon/Tue
Time: After 1130am
Remarks: Pls sms before 1100am on to prevent any disappointments (yours and mine).
LOL.
had econs lec today.
MONDAY MORNING.
1000am, lec break - crapped with Tiffany;Diana;Jokko -
1130am, ended lec
1230pm, receives an sms for lunch @ AMK when i'm already at sengkang.
Venue: NorthEast/West/AMK Hub/Bishan J8
Day: Mon/Tue
Time: After 1130am
Remarks: Pls sms before 1100am on to prevent any disappointments (yours and mine).
LOL.
had econs lec today.
MONDAY MORNING.
1000am, lec break - crapped with Tiffany;Diana;Jokko -
1130am, ended lec
1230pm, receives an sms for lunch @ AMK when i'm already at sengkang.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
nonsensical rants
i just feel like blogging suddenly.
this feeling kindof sucks.
i just want a change.
and i thought i can have my change in a brand new environment.
but brand new environment doesnt mean past memories stop lingering altogether.
you continue to see your old friends, who remind you of who you are, how you were like back then, there's already an expectation of how you should behave - behaving just like how you did in the past.
Somehow, the past still continues to haunt.
and i cant do anything, nothing on my part to shake them off.
there's always a strong inate need for change.
of how i would travel all the way to YCK and from there all the way to Pasir Ris for schools.
i've finally failed the norm route taken in schooling years.
a change finally...
but i wanted more.
this feeling kindof sucks.
i just want a change.
and i thought i can have my change in a brand new environment.
but brand new environment doesnt mean past memories stop lingering altogether.
you continue to see your old friends, who remind you of who you are, how you were like back then, there's already an expectation of how you should behave - behaving just like how you did in the past.
Somehow, the past still continues to haunt.
and i cant do anything, nothing on my part to shake them off.
there's always a strong inate need for change.
of how i would travel all the way to YCK and from there all the way to Pasir Ris for schools.
i've finally failed the norm route taken in schooling years.
a change finally...
but i wanted more.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
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