God will do the rest, dun worry mn!

P.S
sent a mass mail out, people do check ya, and reply asap!

was on the train home alone today cuz shawn was sick.
and suddenly couples bombarded the carriage.
i mean, is there a need to remind me valentine's day is near?
hahahahas... i guess i'm being particularly edgy these days
not that i'm looking for commitment, not that i'm ready for attachment,
but will you make this year different from all other years?




and yes, you're still the one

current favourite: dream theatre --- hollow years

work's less hectic now... or am i slacking already?
hahahahas...
in any way, i feel like taking a break off work, a long break...

was starstrucked last saturday at Plaza Sing
went Plaza Sing after the SAT test...
and was shopping around in Spotlight...
and i saw Milo Bing's guitarist and Nicodemus (the Singer) walking face to face to me...
i mean, wow!
and i thought nicodemus looked lyk sz.
Lol.



we still dont have the reason...
i still dont have the time...

Some highly recommended videos...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlyVFGr34v8
(great one, just listen, i repeat, JUST LISTEN)

FAV

LEAVES EYES - MOURNING TREE

Tell him through the winds I am here
Whisper through the breeze not to fear
Taste it by the rain what I feel when you hold me
Reach out for the winds that we share
Then you will feel I am near
Taste it by the snow, I am here where you left me

took a day off from work today, but was still very much disturbed by calls from office...
what can i say? they cant do without me. hahahas... =x

went for the medical appointment at TTSH today for the sinustis...
did a skin prick test on my arm, where 12 common allergents samples were placed on my arm, pricked my skin with a needle, so as to allow the allergents to be in contact with my skin.
And there were positive results, where dustmites irritants caused an inflammation of 1cm and redness around the bump of a circumference of 37mm...
the allergents were really funny... they had some cat fur, dog's urine, crockroaches bits, pollen, grass, etc... all in fluid form. was a nice experience, till the bill comes... hahahahas...
and the doctor had even suggested surgical operation!

watched warlords today on crunchyroll...
and i loved the movie!

will be taking driving lessons right after SAT exam is done...
anyone wants to join me?




i want to be found.
you dun wan to wake up and realise that i'm gone.
and no, its not a joke.
so, please be there

if i should call anyone, anyone at all...
be sure to pick the call up...
cuz that may be the last call from me to you...
if you werent there when i needed you...
there's no reason why i would ever need you anymore...
be sure where to find me...
or i'll be lost forever...

LOST episode one of many to come. Lol

i got lost today!

woke up and did some SAT studying then went out with mum for lunch
thinking of going hougang point to buy some groceries at ntuc.
had once taken some bus (i presumed was 156) there with sz on his way to his hse...
so took on 156...
fell asleep on bus after 10 mins bus ride
then my mum woke me up and said we were at serangoon/YCK
i was lyk HUH?
then looked ard... ehh, it looks lyk it's headin bishan j8...
and true enuf, 30mins ltr, we were at bishan J8.

and now, was asking sz rdg the route and the bus i ought to hv taken.
and to my horrors and horrors, he told me that i shld hv taken 159 instead!
hahahas. ASSUMPTIONS.
i had fun getting lost anyway. =)

i hadnt got used to having people totally fufilling all promises made to me
but i guess, it was good training for me...
i let unfufilled promises get by...
but did they even tried their best to fufill the promises made?
i'm afraid of getting numb towards unfufilled promises
i'm afraid to know that their sorries are mere words without genuine sincerity

this is no emo-ing...
hahahahas.
just some random thoughts.
that i've kept in for sometime and now that i've the picture to form the words.
and yes, you dun hv to remind me, i know i'm weird.

listening to songs that 98.7 and 95.0 has to offer...
pop, hip hop, R&B, trashy metal, etc.
i knew i dun belong to the mainstream anymore...
at least not for the past 3 years...
and i knew i dont share the common thoughts people have
cuz i've chose to sideline from the mainstream,
and seek my own world of belonging...

and that is not emo-ness as well.

It is getting dark again
Dusk shuffle across the fields
The evening trees moan as if they knew
At night I always dream of you
We danced among the stars and we sang a heavenly tune
In the essence of who you are you took me to the moon

Any distance could be covered
If we keep faith in each other's eyes
Je Crois En Toi

i am bored...
so bored that i'm actually listening to sludge metal -- Alice in Chains

something rejoicing....
saw wee kiat on the streets of orchard on my way home
he's meeting gary and weiming up
he shouted my name (quite loud)
lol, and as usual, i got a shock... hahahas.
but was a nice one...
he damn funny can... he asked if i still rmbed him...
LIKE YES I DO RMB YOU!
hahahas...
he's a funny guy =)

saw shirley (lam) on train.
the usual shirley lam, tall and slim...
and yes, she's wearing contacts.

saw esther tan too on my way home too...





taking big steps back into the heart
but are you here to stay?
taking little steps away from yours
but am i able to leave?

As usual, work's freaking busy
money's running out...
transportation has become a burden...
not to mention lunches at Orchard.

was forced to face the truth

i've tried so much not to think about it, not to ponder over it

but every time i see guys, i'll get reminded of the fact...

that guys HAVE to serve ns...

i'm so going to miss you.

REPLACED or REPLAYED?

to be frank, i'm still very much living in 31st december 2007...
i didnt want to walk out of that day...
i hadnt feel so much "at home" with friends for a very very long time...

had a really weird dream ytd...
a nightmare to be exact...
with falling debris, traps, etc...
i dun really want to recall...
but it was a comforting dream because there were so many familiar faces in the dream...
and i had you by me all along...

was supposed to go for yiyang's band concert today
but i didnt go eventually (Sorry!)
i didnt want randy to go simply just to accompany me

was very very very much into Leaves' Eyes and Jeffrey Michael recently...
i cant sleep without listening to jeffrey michael playing the piano...
this has gone on for 2 weeks to date...


will somebody else fill your absence?
will somebody else replace your presence?
will absence really makes the heart grow fonder?

new year countdown

hey guys! thanks for the great new year countdown on 31st dec 2007

had lunch with dan at vivo aft his work... has been really really long since we met up with each other... chatted over tea break... then was shopping ard at forever 21 and guess who we saw! we saw brenda and siewting... hahahahas... omg, i cant believe that brenda thought dan and i were together... okay then we caught up a lil right at forever 21... after much persuasion, siewting decided to go for the countdown at night. =)

okays, then went home to take a nap.. and goodness gracious me, my nap stretched from 5 till 7... woke up went online to see who else is still at home.. lol, and i found gary.hahahaha.. equally waiting for someone to accompany him... hahhaas... and my greatest accomplishment for that day is to manage to persuade shaozhi to go for the countdown... LOL... i totally din believe that he would buy it... i totally din expect him to agree to go with me... hahahas... but well, he REALLY did! everyone else din expect him to go too... hahahas... =) and randy turned up with patrick as well... hahahas great!

fireworks was totally cool! so much better than that of ndp... the guys were really pretty gentlemen... and everything was great! great fireworks, great company... some pics to mark the memorable day...photo credits for huiyan

some of them went amk for supper, some went clubbing, some went home... shaozhi and i went home... called a cab, waited for more than 30 mins for the cab to arrive and only to reach home like 45 mins later... whooping taxi cab fare... anyway, it was truly a memorable occasion...

i feel like living in 31st dec forever

i saw the other side of you